I am struggling through the critical moment of my life. I don't know if i am still living. May be I am sum-thing in between life and death. The reason for this is pretty funny but it is something which is pretty hard to deal with at times, well I am not knowing how to explain it. I am completely wordless at this vivid point of life.
I won a diamond and i simply lost it. I always think of ways winning you back again but the ultimatum is no!! so i feel, its simply the wastage of my time and energy disturbing you time again but again this doesn't mean i put an end to it. I will keep rediscovering you till my eternity.
You know, every mistake can be forgiven and the mistake I made wasn't a big deal i guess for which it can be forgiven as well as i didn't break your trust. Please hold back baby i really need you in my life and it means a great deal to me.

..don't look back with anger, never look forward with anticipations but just live your present with profound joys!!